The worst part of this is not being able to hold you in my arms and tell you how i still and forever will feel about you. I love you. I wish i never fucked up so Damn bad. I wish i loved you to the end. I Think about you every damn day. Something always reminds me of you. I watched the Great Gatsby again today and i remembered that day. I want you with me. I need you here. I want to text you so fucking badly but i know you don’t want me to. Its the hardest thing to not do. I only want to see you again but i know if i do ill only fall more in love with you. I know you don’t want that from me anymore. But it’s the one thing i wish you’d give me Just one more chance. I hate all ive done. I hate who i was. If only you knew how i ws now, but that means shit obviously. Fuck me for all ive done. I know you’re happy so ill stop complaining. Like i said before i have no rights to complain. Anyway, i love you..